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Nature’s Reset Button

Two weeks ago, Tuesday, June 28, I collapsed on the way back from lunch at work.  I had just walked up an inclined ramp when my heart started pounding and I just could not catch my breath.  I clutched onto a parts cart, then I passed out.  According to my co-workers, I went to my knees, then just laid down on the ground.  I was out for about a minute.  The next thing I remember is I was looking up at my boss, Gene, and he was telling me I just collapsed.  Then another co-worker said they called 911 already, and I could already hear the sirens, since they are located across the train tracks from where I work.

I had Gene call my wife, then I was loaded onto a gurney.  Within moments they had an EKG hooked up…not a heart attack, but my pulse was about 150 to 160.  They also put an IV in.  If you have never had an IV, they do hurt a bit going in.  In about 4 minutes, I was at LaGrange Memorial hospital.  Once at the hospital, I was asked if I had been sitting a long time, on a long plane ride, etc.  No, nothing like that.  I had been feeling odd for about a week before then, loosing my breath going up stairs.  After a while, I remember my older brother was diagnosed with Factor V Leiden.  This is a genetic issue with involves how blood clots and un-clots. I had a pulmonary embolism, but they did not know how bad it was yet.

First test up was an echo-cardiogram.   This one is like a fancy ultrasound, but it was very hard to hold my breath.  Next up was a chest x-ray.  After the ER doc consulted with a couple of specialists, I was off to a CT scan of my lungs.  This, again, required holding my breath and pumping me up with some dye.  The results were back in about 20 minutes.  Pulmonary Embolism in both lungs, big ones, old ones.  They stopped counting when they reached 20.  I had been living with this for a while.  Most Pulmonary Embolisms are acute, mine is chronic.  They gave me two options, pump with clot breakers, which has a 3% mortality rate, or perform an angioplasty on my lungs and install ‘drip lines’ of low dose clot breakers, along with a filter for my vena cava.  The risk was much lower and had a better chance to work.

So, about 2 1/2 hours after I collapsed, I was wheeled into the Interventional Radiology room.  I was mostly awake and they inserted 2 catheters into my jugular vein.  First they checked the pressure in my heart, right side.  Very high.  The right side of your heart usually has very low pressure, since it only has to pump through your lungs.  In my case, my poor heart had been working against so long, the right side was very strong.   Pumping with about 4 times the normal pressure.  For those of you who have never had the joy of an angioplasty, here is what happens.  They move you onto a narrow table and kind of block you in.  Next, they cover your neck with this padded sticker and cover your whole head with a tent like arrangement.  Next up is a lidocane like shot for the skin on your neck.  This numbs it up and then they go in.  You can feel them moving stuff around your chest, it is very creepy.  No pain, since there are no pain receptors in there, but you defiantly feel it and remember it.   The whole procedure took about an hour and a half.  They did give me some Valium to take the edge off, but other than loosing track of time, I pretty much remember everything.   They also shaved part of my chest and put a holding block on there for the 4 tubes coming out of my neck.  Lots of tape, more on that later.

Next up was the Intensive Care Unit.  The drip lines in my lungs were getting a constant source of clot breaker.  They asked me the standard set of questions;  Where do am I?  LaGrange Memorial.  What time is it?  5:27 P.M.  The seconds hand of your clock is broken, so I can’t be more accurate than that.  The elicited a laugh from the nurse.  What is my birthday?  Etc.  I spent the night in the ICU.  During the night it got easier to breath.  Over every house I saw my pulse going down, my oxygen going up, and just plain feeling better.

At 8:00 A.M. The next day, they sent me back down to the CT scanner for another look at my lungs.  The results were back in about 20 minutes, all of the major clots were broken up, some minor ones remained, but those would break up over time.  Off to Interventional Radiology again.  This time, they rechecked the blood pressure on the right side of my heart, looked at the clots, and then got the okay to pull all the tubes from my neck.  That part was pretty painless.  What hurt (and the most painful part of the whole ordeal) was taking the tape off the right side of my check.  They had placed a block to hold down the six tubes from my neck overnight.  I’ll tell you one thing, removing tape from a nipple really, really hurts.  They tore a little skin as well, but it was out and I was back up to my room in the ICU.

Wednesday was a day of recovery after all the tubes were out.  I was feeling better already, but still not quite myself.  Very tired since I only got about 2 hours of bad sleep the night before.  Some visitors, but mostly rest.  Sleeping on the second night was much easier than the first.  They turned off some of the beeping monitors so I could sleep better.  I was only woken up by the blood pressure cuff and a really bad blood draw in the early hours of Thursday.  If you ever get a blood draw, never, ever, let them try to get it from your hand.  It hurts like someone is digging in your hand with a knife.  The next morning I learned I would be going to regular room later in the day.

On Thursday morning, before anything else, they had two “Code Blues” which are when a patient’s heart stops.  So the ICU nurses were pretty busy for the morning.  Talked to the doctor again, everything was looking pretty good.  I did have one really good accomplishment, my first bowel movement in the hospital.  You take for granted the simple things.  I also had my first solid food in 2 days, and they let me walk a little bit.  When I first stood up, I was really shocked how much better I felt.  Even though I had not stood in two days, it was so much better than it was in the weeks leading up to my collapse.  Around lunch time, Gene, my manager and the first person I saw when I woke up visited along with Diane, another person I went out to lunch with on the fateful day.  The remarked how much better I looked and sounded.  I really did feel better as well.  Later in the afternoon, I was off to my regular room on the fourth floor.

My regular room was very nice, with a couch, view of the heliport, a few chairs and even a built in desk.  It looked like a really plain hotel room.  It even had a real bathroom, not a curtain affair like my ICU room.  No more connected monitor, just a wireless telemeter for my vitals.  My only battle was to get off my ‘mechanical/soft’ diet.  I really don’t know how I got on there.  No one went down my throat, and all the food looked like cat food.  My little netbook really helped pass the time, since I am not a real TV watcher.  That night I slept pretty darn well, since I didn’t have a blood pressure cuff waking me up every hour, on the hour.  My parents, wife Tiffany, and son Glenn were all able to visit, since it was a normal room.

Friday was a pretty uneventful day.  I was able to wander the halls, as long as I didn’t try to leave the floor.  Finally got my diet changed to a normal one, and I really enjoyed non chopped up food for the first time in days.  At noon time, three more friends from work, including Dave and Jeremy visited.  It was nice to see that a lot of people cared about what happened to me.  Walking again really helped my spirits as well.  Saw the doctors again, they were all happy with my condition.  I was also cheered up by being able to wash up better.  After 3 days of no shower, you get really funky.

Just waiting for my INR levels to get higher.  It was creeping up slowly, so until it gets over 2.0, I have to be on Heparin.  Later in the day, when Tiffany was visiting, the primary care doctor  asked if I wanted to go home the next day, if I was willing to get Lovenox shots.  It was that, or stay in the hospital a week or more longer.  I decided I really wanted to go home and started on the shots that night.

On Saturday, Glenn’s birthday, Tiffany came in the morning to learn how to administer the shots.  They would be twice a day, until my INR was high enough.  The needle did not hurt, but the chemical burned for about 10 minutes afterwards, but it was worth it.  A little later, a social worker talked to us about the Lovenox shots, she thought I had no insurance, but that is not the case.  With her new-found information in hand, everything we set up for picking up my prescriptions.  About 11:00 or so I was released and picked up our other car at work.  I felt really good.  So much more aware than I have been in a long time.  I never knew how much I was suffering until I had a frame of reference.

I visited the parents’ after getting out and celebrated Glenn’s real birthday with a cake and a candle.  It was great to be out on his birthday and back in the real world.  The next day we celebrated with a full cookout with the whole family and friends in the backyard.  I was able to enjoy most of my vacation that week.  We were able to go to the beach, have a picnic, and appreciate life.

After everything that happened, I do feel like a new man.  I feel better now than I have in years.  I don’t loose my breath going upstairs.  I am not tired at 10:30 in the morning.  Now, all I have to do is take a pill, get weekly blood draws until they get me level, and stay away from knife fights.  You never think of pulmonary embolisms, but they are the second leading cause of sudden cardiac arrest.  I hope to enjoy life more.  My hands are steadier, my mind is sharper, and I can smell again.  I wish I didn’t scare my family so much, but at least I came back to tell this tale.  I still remember what one of the EMT guys said.  Passing out is like nature’s reset button.  When your body can’t deal with it anymore, it just stops everything for a minute, resets everything, and lets you know something went very wrong and you should see a doctor.

As a word of advice to anyone who has a family member with Factor V Leiden.  Please see your doctor about getting tested for it and what what can you do to prevent blood clots if you are positive for it.  You don’t want to end up on the ground, wondering what happened to you, like me.

 

Posted by on July 15, 2011 in Family, Friends, General Comments

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Are you even trying anymore?

Wow, Chicago Tribune, you really don’t proof read anymore, do you?  Run ons, fragments, and even a sentence that starts with but.  My high school English teacher would of given this an immediate F.  The article barely makes sense.  This is why the newspaper business is going down.

Family mourns railroad conductor killed in yard accident

By William Lee, Tribune reporter
Melinda Carter lit up her mother’s eyes recently when she talked about plans to buy a home in the southwest suburbs. But the bigger surprise was that Carter wanted her parents to sell their home in a rough Far South Side neighborhood and come live with her.

“She said, ‘You’re going to come move with me, you and daddy.’ And that’s what she always wanted … to take care of her family,” said her mother, Delois Carter.

But on Saturday, family and friends gathered to mourn Melinda Carter’s death. The 36-year-old train yard conductor for CSX Corp. was killed Friday night when she was tossed from a locomotive and struck by it. Carter was conducting routine switching operations while cars were being moved to prepare them for delivery, officials said. The accident occurred on the company’s grounds near 134th Street and Ashland Avenue in Riverdale and an investigation is ongoing, a CSX spokesman said.

Carter, a veteran conductor, was a member of the company’s safety committee, according to her brother, David. “It’s not like she was a novice, not by a long shot,” he said.

Family gathered at their Roseland home Saturday. In an upstairs room sat three pieces of new furniture Melinda Carter recently bought for the home she planned to buy. On the dining room table, family pictures were scattered.

“I haven’t found one yet (where) she isn’t smiling,” Delois Carter said of her daughter.

“She had a smile that was worth a million dollars and that smile was genuine,” her aunt Gladys Taylor chimed in.

The youngest of three children, the Harlan Community Academy graduate was the heart of her family. She made sure her family was provided for, whether it was her parents were taking their medication or that her nephew had a nice pair of shoes.

“She had that spirit of knowing what you needed and when you needed it and how to love you,” Delois Carter said.

 

Posted by on April 24, 2010 in General Comments

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Blue Baby

Got a new car today, a metallic blue Nissan Versa.  A very nice 5 door hatchback. I have a feeling Tiffany will want to drive it more than the Elantra :-)

 

Posted by on February 16, 2010 in General Comments

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A society of hoarders

A fascinating show on television is called Hoarders. It details the lives of people who go beyond just a messy house, and where stuff takes over peoples’ lives. At first, I thought, maybe this was just an exception to how people live, but a recent trip to an antique store made me think it may run deeper than that.

In just about any antique store (I admit it, I really like going to antique stores) and you will see the following:

Safety Razor blades, in their original containers.

Boxes for food,  not made for decades.

Sealed containers for pop, decades past it’s prime, unopened.

Boxed toys, never played with.

Medicine, still in containers, that would probably kill you if you tried them,

Tins, boxes, and used containers of all sorts.

Huge assortments of clothes from the last 80 years.

Why were these items not thrown out? They served no more useful purpose. Why keep an empty box of Ritz Crackers from 1964? I think the answer is, as a society, we have a really hard time throwing things away. I totally understand why furniture is in antique stores, it was designed to last for decades or even centuries, but razor blades? They were meant to used and thrown away. Why buy a toy, and never play with it? I can understand keeping the box if you want to keep it safe when you are not using it, but never opening it? I guess there are some really young collectors out there. I hope this is the case.

As Americans, we treasure our stuff. We hate getting rid of it because we paid money for it, and it sometimes has an emotional attachment. I find myself guilty of this as well. A personal story: For years I had 2 or 3 LARGE boxes full of cables and random electronics. I could not get rid of all those cables, dongles, and boxes of unknown usefulness. With cleaning up the basement, I finally got the nerve to start tossing cables. It took 3 rounds, but I am finally down to one, fairly small box of cables. In that box, everything in there is useful. All that outdated technology is gone. I was never going to need 20 RCA cables or an amplifier for a phonograph. It was really hard to admit that and just toss the crap out. This was just a few boxes in my basement. Try this times 120,000,000 households and you can see how antique stores and eBay are so well stocked.

Why do we treasure our stuff so much? I really don’t want to point the finger at our consumer society, but I don’t what else to blame. It has afflicted us with a need to accumulate stuff and make it nearly impossible to get rid of it, unless you are dead. I have a hunch about 95% of the stock of antique stores is estate objects. I still want to know how many broaches were made between 1910 and 1960. I am guessing about 2 billion. Buy, why did the dead keep these things? This can’t be a recent thing, since so many of the objects out there are decades old. Is it a post WWII thing? Post Depression? I am guessing the Great Depression really made people hold onto their things beyond their useful life and they passed those habits to their children. My Mother in Law was definitely affected in this way as well. Though, one has to wonder, how much of it is what your parents taught you and how much of it is what commercial messages are? I am not an anthropologist or psychologist, but if there are any readers out there who are, why do we keep these things?

 

Posted by on February 5, 2010 in General Comments

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Cyberphreak.com in 2010

As a reversal of recent times, you will be seeing a lot more content on Cyberphreak.com.  Now that I have stopped using a website that shall remain nameless, I have more time to concentrate on my blog, my family, and everything else that really matters.  Expect more technology news, musings, photography and just more in general.  It is nice being able to type something more than 140 or 250 characters.

 

Posted by on January 27, 2010 in General Comments

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